How many times have I ended a thought with

And here we are

I miss you today

I said your whole name out loud for the first time in nearly a year and it hurt so bad.

I sat for a long time,

crying,

feeling sorry for me, and for you

No one will ever know you

That is one of my greatest regrets

And here we are

In this place where I can’t forgive

And I won’t forget.